Give Me A Reason

Ah. They’ve caught one more presumed criminal. I can be heartless when it comes to hurt people who hurt me or my loved ones. But I feel like there is ALWAYS a reason people do things. People aren’t born criminals. You aren’t born anything but a breathing, relatively precious thing. We lose and take things along the way. We lose our innocence, we find things like love, and we pick up things like bitterness, anger as we pick up the pieces of our heart, and really that’s fine. Life is all about taking and giving…I guess (I’m stingy, when I pick up things, they are not going back – I’m extremely bitter and angry). But some people just take too much bad from life experiences, and they lose control over what they picked up. There is ALWAYS a reason. You don’t just kill people. Everyone is a little guilty. Somehow. Which is why there is almost no such thing as justice. By whose standards are we going to judge people? The people who make the rules are somewhat superior? Who gets to decide who’s right or wrong? People don’t take in mind what others might feel because then it wouldn’t be fair. They don’t base their judgement on reasons but on actions because that’s the way its the fairest.  And really they are right, there is no other way around it.

But I can’t help wanting to know the reason behind EVERYONE’s bad actions and choices. Specially if you killed. I don’t know why, but when I think of criminals, I feel some type of compassion, as if they were misunderstood. I try to find more beauty or good in them than in other people. Regular people – me and my heart just mostly (i’m sorry to admit it) put you in a box, categorize them as annoying people who contribute to my misery (LOL).
There is ALWAYS a reason people do bad things though. And sometimes, I feel it’s only right to judge them based on that reason. I don’t like people in general, I love them individually.

Good with benefit

People act like they do good things for no reasons. They act as though they do good just for the sake of it. Hypocrites, hypocrites. We’re human. It isn’t a choice, you do things with ulterior motives, for interests. STOP acting like only the people in which the motive is obvious are selfish.

People believe in God, and they say “Because God created it us, because he loves us, because God is good” which is really code for, “I love God because he gives me what I want and fulfills my needs”. Because as soon as God starts slacking, their faith starts shaking.

Conclusion, they pray God because they need him, because its better for THEM.

You help others for the glory of saying you helped, for the glory of being called “good”. Every controllable good action you put out is for your own glory and selfish reasons.


Just a thought

OKay so as said before in my video people are so hypocritical it hurts. And before you start pointing out this generation as the worst and blah blah, let me say this SHIT has been going on for a long time. People seem to think that saying things out of pity is always cute. I don’t know if they realize that sometimes pity is sort of a downgrade. Like “oh you don’t have any attractive feature, but I feel bad for you, so why not?” So the other day, I was scrolling down my instagram, seeing the gorgeous people I follow (no seriously, I don’t follow ugly people), some being cocky as fuck, some being mad ignorant, but hey who the fuck is judging you? You’re pretty! -____- . Anyways, this guy, posted a picture of a black girl with a skin disease. And I was happy to see that people are no longer ashamed of these things, that our generation (despite white ya’ll old people say) is coming to an understanding, that we’re changing and learning to accept things. Natural good things though. Anyways, so I look at the comment and I see lovestruck emojis, hearts and all that good positive stuff. I was okay and ahappy about it until I realize. Shit. This is all hypocrisy. Now you’re going to say “oh so you don’t think she’s actually cute?” No. I’m just saying how often do you see a black girl, with the stereotypical black features, being called beautiful? It took women like Zoe Saldana, Alek Wek, and Lupita N’yongo for people to realize black was fucking beautiful. But I’m just saying, like, if she didn’t have that skin disease, would she receive that same love and positive vibe? Would so much people think she’s that beautiful? I’m just saying.